Here I sit at 3:00 in the morning and yet again i can't sleep. I get so lonely and frustrated at times with my relationship status. I get tired of the wishing for someone to be close to me. I get tired of my preference for soft romantic music that doesn't help the feelings that I am feeling right now. I get tired of wishing I could find that man who will be able to be the most important things I am wishing for in a relationship. I am sitting here listening to Raheem Devaughn, Musiq Soulchild, India Arie and all those smooth soul types and I am realizing how much music can affect a mood. Is it too much to ask for a guy that is honest, caring. responsible?
I decided to keep my body to myself and that is one of the hardest things I have had to do. Feeling a warm body and arms wrapped around my waist is a feeling I want to feel so bad right now. I really don't know what to do.
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